Hey-yaaaaaaaaaaa
angels!
Long
time no post eh?
Okay
so this opening sentence starts to make me feel bad for me and all of you.
Gosh. How can I happen to post only once in a 3 month! GEE. GEE. Well I’m not a
good blogger at all, so sorry girls! Trying to be better and better, really,
even I’ve said this like, million times before (;A; )
No,
it’s not the school stuffs that had me vacuum this freakin’ looooong time. It’s
my skin irritation and breakouts,
tbh. Soooooo………here goes my confession. Long story short, I was brought to a
clinic by my besties’ mom. She felt very sorry for my skin ahahaha! My mom thanked and both of I and mom really owed her.
Wish she read this so she’d know how I wanna thank her so bad.
Okay
so after 2-3weeks wearing skincare products from that clinic, (they were all in
cream form) my skin was healed and recovered lot much. I was very happy back
then, buuuuuuuut that was when my insecurities got me again! (;A;
)
I
was about attending a garage sale back there. My skin was much better, much
brighter, and much healthier than ever atm. Okay, I put eyeliner, mascara, and
other eye makeup on aaaaaaaaand…….felt so insecure and bad if I didn’t wear any
powder or foundation to make my complexion looked better. To be honest, my skin
was more than OKAY to go without any base/foundation/powder on! No blemishes,
no redness, and looked very smooth. And
this freakin’ insecurity kept telling me, insisted on wearing at least, powder.
It begged me all the way, like :
”puh-leaaaaaaase, wearing just powder
won’t cause you any harm…..will you will you WILL YOU??? Your eye makeup won’t look so outstanding and pretty
without flawless complexion. Trust me.”
And that’s when all these
things began. Finally got home, I was wearing just powder for 4 hours and so,
and then I removed all my makeup using my usual milk cleanser. I cleansed my
face using the products from the clinic then, and applied all the cream—just
basic night skincare, such as toner and night creams. Pat here, pat there, pat
all the way…..and good night world! I fell asleep just in seconds then. The
next morning soon as I woke up, I passed the closest mirror in my bedroom.
Guess what……………………..MY FACE WAS ALL THE WAY RED. It was worse, faaaaaar worse
than my previous skin condition! Breakouts, irritations, and acne scars had
never been this bad!!!!!!! And I was like “…heck?” I didn’t know what the heck
was wrong with my face. Sat down and thought about all the possibilities that
might happened. And OH, HELL NO, OH I WAS SUCH A GENIUS. IT WAS THE POWDER.
I.SHOULD.NOT.PUT.ANY.MAKEUP.ON.DURING.THE.TREATMENTS.
I
tried to remember if I ever put bb cream or foundation on before this accident,
during my skin treatment? Aaaaaand the answer was YES, I once put on my Triple
The Solution BB Cream from Lioele, and my skin was irritated too, but it was
just a slight of an eye I could barely remember because it was recovered in
only two days. Just my thoughts, this accident was freakin’ bad possibly
because powder didn’t contain any goodness that bb cream carried, it was all
about coverage. I won’t blame the powder at all, because there were my faults
also, but I really, really was disappointed with this powder. (Won’t mention
the brand here anyway, just to prevent any misunderstanding that may happen.) I
regret that I was too insecure too. If only I can turn the hour hands back….
*sob*
Here
are some photos of my irritated skin. Excuse me for bad quality photos, they
were all took using my phone camera. You know…..digital camera just captures
things better and make the results faaaaaar look better than the actual ones. So
I’m just trying to get the closest pictures as they are in real life eh.
It
was hard, too hard for me exposing these photos of mine….especially when I put
no makeup on, and my skin was irritated badly……………... Oops there my insecurity
writes all those words above! Gee. Meet her girls. (·___· ) Oh, I forgot to mention this above too. In the first photo can you tell that my lips was a little bit urr, swelling too? See, it was like dehydrated too more than 2 weeks. I was all in suffer, and pain!
So
sorry, once again, to all of you angels! I’m much, much, much sad and
disappointed, etc etc. I wish I can go back in blogging ASAP! Maybe I will post
a lot, but sorry, there will be just…..less of my full face photo. Maybe just
some EOTD or LOTD photos, idk, but I’m on my way recovering my skin (again).
Pray for me, eh? Your prayers will help of course! Much.
What do you think about my skin condition? Well I'm much much depressed because of this problem (;A; ) My beloved friend Mercy suggested me to buy some skincare products from Innisfree since all their products are eco-friendly and made of natural ingredients. I'm planning to order some products from their Green Tea range anyway, which I think I will get from Shabang Shabang since they provide the cheapest ready stock Innisfree products in Indonesia! Of course I want the cheapest LOL I'm poor now because of too much spending money on clinic's products. Who wants to sponsor me some products of the range laa I'll be happily accept them all!!!! *puppy face*
I also think it's better to use the skincare products from a trusted brand because you can always keep an eye on their ingredients label lol, or just do DIY masks or cleansers that you can control the ingredients needed and always use the natural ingredients.
Okayy soo......Bye for now! That red LED lights at my Blackberry kept blinking from 5 minutes ago. Got to go seeing if it’s from the expected exception. Haha! See you soon!XO
I also think it's better to use the skincare products from a trusted brand because you can always keep an eye on their ingredients label lol, or just do DIY masks or cleansers that you can control the ingredients needed and always use the natural ingredients.
Okayy soo......Bye for now! That red LED lights at my Blackberry kept blinking from 5 minutes ago. Got to go seeing if it’s from the expected exception. Haha! See you soon!XO
